Wednesday, July 15, 2009

shirin tagged me.. =) hehe... so i'm doing this.. just for her sick lol

A. Anthony Wong
1)Do you love this person? Yes very much =) he's family
2)Is this person your enemy? No not at all
3)Is this person taller than you? Yupz..

B. Barbara Zang
1)What do you really think of this person? She's really nice and friendly
2)What's their favourite colour? erm, no idea.. pink?
3)Ever danced with them? Nope.. not yet

C. Calvin Taylor
1)Do you like this person? Yes of course.. His my friend
2)Where did you meet this person? At a club/bar during a friend's 21st =)
3)How old is he/she? The same age as me..

D. Danielita Yanez
1)How long have you known him/her? Few months ago
2)Biggest regret? Not at all.. she's a really good and nice friend I ever met =)

E. Elicia Marian Lee
1)Have you met his/her parents? Yes, all the time..
2)Worst thing about this person? hmmm.. can't think of any =)
3)Best thing about this person? Everything hehe =)

F. Faye Ho
1)Have you ever dated this person? umm.. lol noooo..
2)When is the next time you will see him/her? hopefully soon.. we haven't seen each other in ages..
3)Do you go to school with them? Yes I did during primary school.. those were the good old times =)

G. Ghavin Chiew
1)Is he/she a good listener? Yup he has been always there for me =) a really good friend
2)Have you ever lied to this person? Nopeeee.. not in a million years
3)Is this person nice? Yes of course..

H. Hui Mei
1)When was he/she born? 8 October 1987
2)Is he/she your best friend? Yupz of course.. one of the very best..
3)Ever done something illegal with this person? haha.. hmm illegal?? i can't really remember

I. Ivy Tan
1)What is this person's favourite food? hmmm.. i don't really know.. but i think she craves for sugar.. hehe
2)Where did you meet this person? through my cousin's friend in Melbourne University
3)Do you trust him/her? Yes of course.. all my life =)

J. Ju-Jinn Lee
1)Does he/she have any siblings? Yes he does.. a sister named Ju-Wen Lee
2)Do you know their favourite song? haha no idea.. i just know he really LOVES being spiderman =P
3)What will you do if he/she confessed that he/she likes you? haha.. must i answer this??

K. Kallistar Wong
1)How old were you when you guys first met? 17 years of age?? lol when we were in our final year of high school
2)How did you meet? In class which was in school =)
3)Ever danced with this person? Yes.. when we meet up =) hehe

L. Laura Simmonds
1)What will you do if you had never met this person? Elicia and Phoebe's group would never be complete =)
2)Do you like him/her? Of course!!
3)Would you go to Disneyland with this person? Why not? of course.. =)

M. Michelle Kirsten Wee
1)Is this person older than you? No of course not.. we're the same age.. =)
2)Is this person single? YES.. still haha =P
3)How many times do you talk to him/her in a week? ummm.. almost everynight =) hehe

N. Nial Bruce
1)Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend? hmm.. i wonder.. lol =P
2)Have you seen this person cry? ummm.. not yet.. but i won't mind seeing him cry.. coz i'll always be there to comfort him..
3)Do you know this person's middle name? If he has one, i would definitely know..

O. --
1)Are you related?
2)Could you live with this person?
3)Do you believe this person is gay?

P. Petrina Kuan
1)Have you ever been to the mall with this person? Why.. of course =)
2)How about a sleepover with him/her? Nope haven't done that yet.. but i think i should.. it would be fun.. =)
3)Does this person have a job? i don't think so.. well not yet

Q. --
1)Does this person drink alcohol?
2)Have you seen this person dance?
3)Where does he/she work?

R. Renata Yanez
1)Have you heard this person sing? Nopeeee not yet but i would love toooo... hehe
2)Do you think this person will repost this? hmm.. i don't think so
3)What's one thing you'll change about this person? Nothing at all.. she's just perfect the way she is =)

S. Sumitra Naidu
1)Is this person taller than you? ummm.. nope i know i'm definitely taller than her a tiny bit =P
2)Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? Why yes of course..
3)Do they live close to you? Yup back home.. but not in Melbourne though.. coz she's all the way in Adelaide.. =(

T. Thomas Chow
1)Would you do anything for him/her? Yup anything if he asks =P
2)Have you been to his/her house? Nopeeee..
3)Is this person a deepshit? Nope

U. --
1)Is this person in a relationship?
2)Do you know where he/she lives?
3)What colour hair does this person have?

V. Vincent Chua
1)Do you see this person alot? haha.. last time I do not now though
2)When did you meet him/her? Let's see.. since primary school..
3)Is this person your friend? Why yes of course.. although he can be a pain in the butt.. but he's a great good old friend..

W. Wong Su Lian
1)Is this person quiet or loud? She will always be LOUD.. lol (miss you mei)
2)Name a friend that both of you are close too There are lots.. can't put all of them down here.. might forget some..
3)What colour eyes does this person have? Brown.. =)

X. Xiu Wen Chen
1)Why are you friends with him/her? She ain't a friend.. she's my COUSIN lol
2)Have you ever gone anyway with them? Why yes of course.. everywhere.. and everytime =)
3)What is one thing you will change about them? Nothing at all.. she's just perfect the way she is..

Y. Yen Wen Tan
1)Does this person wear make-up? Nopee.. well not yet.. i think?
2)Does this person play any instruments? Yes she does.. the piano (like me)
3)What is his/her favourite sport? Swimming, badminton.. she's a very sporty girl..

Z. Zu En Chen
1)Does this person have MSN/AIM? Not that i know of..
2)Ever gone shopping with him/her? Yes.. whenever we can..
3)Does this person have any special abilities? Everything of her is special =)

3:33 AM

Sunday, July 12, 2009

i thought i could but i guess i wasn't strong enough to just do it yet..

12 July 2009
i thought of googling my sister's name to see all her friend's blogs but i guess i wasn't ready.. well not just yet.. i thought i was though. i thought i would not tear again. coz just talking about her to my friends didn't make me tear but make me smile.. coz i was very happy and lucky knowing that in my this life, God had given me one lovable, great, younger sister.. but i never thought she would leave first.. never once have i thought.. i thought that she would be always beside me annoying me, making me angry lol.. OH...!!! the things she does just to annoy me.. yeah i do actually miss all of that.. very much indeed..

but i did tear.. it just came rolling down my eyes to my cheeks.. it couldn't stop.. even writing this makes the tears become streams. i guess i'm still not ready to accept that she's gone.. and i don't even know whether i would ever.. a part of me is missing. a really big part.. there's this hole in my heart that would never ever mend itself.. no surgery can mend it too.. if that hole really do exist in my heart.

2.08am, 15 September 2008
i would never forget this time.. date.. month.. and year. never ever would i..
to tell you the truth mei.. when Ku Jie took me into your room the night before, i didn't want to let you go.. it wasn't the right time.. and not so soon..
i didn't want to say the words "mei, don't worry about me i'm not sick anymore.. you can go now.. where you won't feel anymore pain.. you can let everything all go now.. be brave.. follow the light.."
i mean i couldn't even tear.. i was afraid you would see and would wonder why.. i didn't want to confuse you.. i wanted you to be in a better place i guess in my heart i didn't want you to be in anymore pain.. i didn't want you to suffer anymore.. you have suffered enough.. and i cannot be so selfish..
i knew i had to let you go.. although how much i didn't want to.. how much i didn't want to..

so don't worry about me.. i'm fine.. i will be.. i love you, Mei.. and will always do!

love jie..

12:30 AM

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